I’m so fucking stable, I can’t believe it. Though it’s still externally determined again. Oh well. But at least I’m stable, I’m happy.

I’m on the highway of life, speeding along.

I’m enlightened already. Finally able to have a clear mind, and a beautiful outlook in life. *sigh*

I can’t describe how happy I am. It’s always hard to describe happiness. It’s like capturing the rays of the sun in your hands: it slips through the cracks. And boy do I have many cracks.

Sadness is heavy and weighty in your hands. Concrete and so easy to describe.

Addictions, on the other hand, are the easiest to describe.

I just am loving this feeling I’ve found.

I hope it doesn’t shift for the worst again.

As I always say, don’t ask me about tomorrows.