So many things have happened in my life.

From being a med student, to being a real estate agent, I am now a freelance writer.

I am still schizoaffective.

I went through a horrible stint with what the Archdiocese of Manila’s Chief Exorcist diagnosed as “demonic oppression.”

Yes.

I was haunted. Severely. By demons. In the night. Every night. Like what you see in the movies.

I was exorcised twice.

So anyway, I am now a freelance writer, forced to pay for my own meds, which is why I am forced to go on to clozapine.

Today is my first day on it.

I am tired. I don’t have appetite.

And it ain’t funny that I gained a total of 15 pounds on a combination of Zyprexa and Depakote.

Fuck.

That’s it.

I’m still in love, btw.