The world it spins out of control,
When you- you take your toll.
This is a place where we meet,
A traffic jam in a one-way street.
And I need more time,
I need more time.
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I’m back on Seroquel 200mg.
Didn’t feel dizzy this morning, just pleasantly groggy, which was okay.
I feel level-headed, a bit spaced-out, of course, because that’s what antipsychotics do: they silence your thoughts and quiet down your feelings.
I could deal this way. It’s not bad at all.
And if I have to take these damn drugs for a lifetime, then I am prepared to face that; that and the stigma of it all.
Maybe I will become a better psychiatrist because of my current struggles- the Wounded Healer, as Dr. Bolet Bautista said.
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I am craving Sonja’s Cupcakes.
Yum.
