They’re in my heart.
And I keep wondering the hows and whys of things. I keep wondering if I’ll ever come to that day when everything is made clear to me.
I can’t see it right now, I really can’t.
Maybe I’m destined to be alone and moping in a corner, like I’m so used to doing. Maybe I’m destined for this emo life that I’ve been living.
I can’t feel it. I can’t feel it today, because I was with people that I honestly love. I had fun with my friends: I missed them. So I don’t feel so alone today, maybe tomorrow the loneliness will wash over me again.
Who knows?
Nobody does, not even myself.
I hang by a thread at the edge of a dream.
